What is it?
I’m leaving for retreat today, with a 99.2 body temperature. Yay me.
1. There are a lot of things I’d like to say to you. A lot.
2. You are impossible. I hate that I love you occasionally, and no pun intended. But I do miss you.
3. I’m glad we got close, I yuv you.
4. I yuv you too. And I prolly will forever.
5. Oh and the same goes for you.
6. You’re difficult, it’s ridiculous. But then again, maybe it’s just me.
7. I wish you’d open up to me. I’m trying here, where’s your effort?
8. I hate that I’m insecure about YOU. Naht fair.
9. Life must be a breeze for you, but fuck up, and I’ll fuck you up.
7/21 - Woke up to hella missed calls from Anferny and Jerome. Got ready and drove to Caprice around 1030. The two met me up, and we went swimming ! Yay, failed attempt with Jeromey to swim laps. Then Gina came. And we just swam, chilled, talked, swam until 130. Then I went to go change at Jerome’s house. Anferny and I were watching Jeromey eat when Justine came home from New York with Jameson and little Jameson. Watched Justine and Babe converse about souvenirs. Pretty funny, dipped out to pick up Buddy and Nick. I drove this time, finally. Drove to Target with a carload of FAT GUUYS THAT MADE MY COROLLA HELLA HEAVY. Hello Target, walked around, bought gummy worms. Drove to K-Mart with just Buddy, Anferny, and Jeromey. Sorry Nick ! They got bowling shoes at K-Mart, ain’t that the darndest thing. Then got hungry, and drove to Little Caesars. Split a large pepperoni with Anferny. Back to Hercules, ate at Buddys and just chiiiiilled. Talked, and laughed about the “would you rather” answers. Dropped Anferny and Jeromey home, then home around 5ish. Wasted time home, ate, slept, cleaned. Eventually broke down to Nin.
7/22 - Walnut Creek with babe ! Finally. Parked my car at the park, drove to concord/pleasant hill target to get retreat munchies. Got hungry, so ate some pho at the restaurant that we seem to always go to. Then off to Walnut Creek to get our build a bear teddy bears ! I know gay. Whatevs, they cute. So I’m getting really excited when we pass the store, but Nin decides he needs to take a shit. Asshole. 10 minutes later we walk in, pick our bears. Of course the black one to look like Manin and the weird beady eyed one for me. Waited behind this family that had a kid on a leash, and a kid that screamed the entire time they were in the store. The lady that stuffed our babies started talking shit about that family to us, hella funny. Our situation was lightweight awkward, since we one of the few older kids there. . and the only NONWHITE MOTHERFUCKERS. But issal good. The lady overstuffed the Manin bear, but I’m not complaining, baby is pretty fat. Then we went to find their clothes. Manin seemed to be having all the fun in the world dressing Manin bear. I was struggling. I wanted the batman outfit. But it wasn’t right. So I settled for hello kitty house slippers, and a rainbow scarf thingy. Babe’s bear has jeans and a SF hat. Gay. Named them Tubby Neang Toes and Tubby Kyla Toes. =] So happy. Drove back to Hercules, picked up my car. Manin went home, I went to drop off homework at Savy’s house. Went to Manin’s house, made him shave, watched tv with our bears. Home at 330. Fell asleep on the living room floor with TNT. Woke up, ate my moms subway sammich. Wth, it was sweet onion teriyaki with avocado, idk mom idk. Scraped off the avocado. Watched some documentary on Michael Phelps, and the food related programs on the travel channel. Talked on the phone, blah blah blah, sleep eventually.
7/23 - Last day of summer school for BFF forever, so knowing me, woke up late. Whatever, I’m on that Filipino time. Got ready, picked up BFF Forever Amanda from the school at 1030. Drove around with her crazy ass yelling at me to look at her art portfolio picture thingys, while driving. Drove to concord, walked around Sunvalley looking at, get this, SHOES. And of course, I got hungry, so bought me my pina coco naranja smoothie. Walked around more, then Manda decides we should watch a movie. This bitch gives me 20 minutes to drive back to richmond to watch The Hangover. And I can drive fast, but my 98 corolla, well lets naht go there. Got to the theatres just in time. Bought our “The Hangover” tickets, hahah with me looking like a legit ass 12-year-old with my buildabear TNT bear under my arm. Funny ass movie, funnier black guy in front of us. Got hungry again, drove to rodeo for some Burger King value menu ! And then had a little picnic at Victoria park. Talked, did the homo choice games. FMK. Would you rather. . Hahahah, and the gay straight list. Good ass bonding day, I missed her, and I love her to death. Even if she haaaalla gay. Dropped her off at home around 330. Drove to the bank for some monaaaaay $$ HAAY. Okay no, not really. Put some gas in the car, dropped off Keefy’s hella late card. Got home at 4ish. Moms wasn’t trippin, so I left again to drop off my late ass library books, get a volunteer sign up sheet thang, and rent Titanic [ON DVD]. For sure. Cleaned, packed for retreat [well more of, shoved everything I needed into two bags], did my laundry. I’m set. Now I need to shower and shave my leeeegs.