I don’t want to be sexy right now I don’t feel like arranging myself in positions that will delight your eyes Arranging myself so that my stomach doesn’t show so that you can’t see my feet I don’t feel like making the effort I want to sit next to you in an apricot bubble bath and talk about why your politics conflict with mine without your staring at my breasts I want...
Hahah, pathetic happy. But good?
Good ass Thursday and Friday. Thursday: School, layouts after school, Starbucks to do homework till 8pm while chatting it up with Jermaine (much needed), downstairs in my dark ass dining room, until 2AM doing ap lang and trying to study apush. Sleep at 230AM. Friday: Woke up at 730AM, hella late to A period. But lo and behold, sub flaked, so I wasn’t late ! Breakfast at Hickoks,...
i gotta hypothesis.
is what is keeping me alive. I look forward to church every week, and sometimes I don’t even want to leave the solace of the gym on YM Mondays. And I think its because I feel safe in these places. But then I get a reality check when my closed eyes are brimming with tears. I guess no where is safe. Nothing is promised. Nothing is permanent. My hearts ridiculously heavy. I want to sleep,...
“I’m tired of eating just beans,” says I, So I opened a can of sardines. But they started to squeak, “Hey, we’re tryin’ to sleep. We were snuggled up tight Till you let in the light. You big silly sap, let us finish our nap. Now close the lid !” So that’s what I did… . Will somebody please pass the beans? Where the Sidewalk Ends by Shel...
You’re pathetic, my mom was right.
Stop looking at me like that. It confuses me.
Good morning day 1, there are butterflies in my tummy. I can’t help but...
11397.) I've miss you.
Hello. Open up to me, I pinky promise I won’t hurt you.
11216.) i want someone to say i love you. not the...
mahal-kita: (via blogsecret)
are going to be the death of me. Every one of my teachers except Whitlock have commented on my unusual choice of snack. I get it’s weird eating it at 7AM in A period, but 3rd period and on is corn dog time. Hmph. And yeah, half the c/o ‘11 makes fun of me too; for the corn dog and in general. And so.. today was soccer conditioning. Got my ass kicked by Savy, Jacky, all the potential...
11009.) you're still in love with her aren't you?